Thursday, January 10, 2008

27/12/2007

27/12/2007

12月13日读完我的师训第一个学期,我们一共读了一个月!认识了很多朋友!在离开之前,我们八人超级好友就在日得拉的Pizza hut 做叙别会,从此大家会分道扬镳,明年五月再见!

我也因为要做功课及看戏而去SP 买了一部laptop. M-life 牌子 (Hyundai 的子公司), RM2399, Intel Core Duo, 2G ram memory,build in web cam(very nice quality although it is only 1.3M, I am wonder Korea camera technology is really nice), white colour, free dos, DVD burner , 12 inch,我就是要越小越好,因为14寸的手提电脑中的令人不可恭维啊!买了后很开心!The only thing I don’t like is It has no built in Bluetooth and hibernate. I am so sad that I forget to check this feature. ^_^!!! However, it is the cheapest for 12” and such good feature. I like its look and the price.

I like 3G Christmas message: I think this is very good. I hope JT, Maro, 3G, Lenglui, Irene, Swee Swee, HL and me will have a bright future. Below is 3G message:
The year is almost gone but it has also made us strong. The path was long but we walked it with a song. There were fears and teas but we also had reasons for cheers. Wishing you Happy Memories of 2007 and have a Great 2008 ahead.

Kaza, Kaza fighting fighting!

在师训里,我遇见一位好老师,她说menjadi seorang guru adalah berbeza dengan bekerja sebagai seorang guru. Jikalau anda bekerja sebagai seorang guru, maka masa kerja anda adalah dari 7am sampai 1pm. Tetapi, menjadi seorang guru, anda adalah seorang guru di mana jua and pada bila-bila masa. Jikalau anda boleh menjadi seorang guru, maka guru ialah Profesion tetapi bukan sekadar sejenis pekerjaan.

省思!这个很难,但要是做到了将会是个非常了不起的老师!

电脑日记

不只是什么时候,我竟然比较喜欢用电脑来写出我自己的心情了?以前总觉得用电脑来打 字会令我的灵感消失!以前总爱用笔与纸写东西, 现在的我改变 了许多,不同了!

今天是2007年12月30日,明天是12月31日,也就是我要回学校的日子!我们1月1日要开会。我现在的心情很恐慌,很不知所措,我很怕去工作,我 很怕回学校。

我早上因害怕、不知该做些什么而去看小说暖暖身子,现在是下午两点了,小说看完了,但我依然无从下手,不知该怎么办,而就来写出现在的心情!

我不知我回校后应该做什么,没有一个大纲让我执行,我很忐忑不安。以前读书时就只需要跟着秩序来做,无论是小学、中学或大学,都有校方帮我编排所有的时间表,什么叫做A的好成绩,我需要必定要读什么书,什么是课外书,什么样的成绩是标青!做到什么程度是非常了不起了,什么东西是好的,什么东西可以做,什么东西部可以做。但现在我需要自己编写大纲 ,然后再去执行,然后在自己衡量对不对。我不知我应该如何在教书那放方下手,我有很懒得去读那师训老师丢的一叠叠象山一样高的书,读了也不明白。

如果有个人拿了本书对我说: “雪芳,你一定要读完这一本书,然后跟着里边的东西去做,准没错。” 那我相信我会很成功,因为我是一位很棒的跟随者,只要你跟我说,这么做准没错,我就会相信你。当然,你需要是一位很有说服力的人,然后你说的东西很清楚,不会给我太大的压力或一次要叫我很多东西,我不能像海绵这么厉害吸收,我需要时间消化再让有些东西来刺激我的知识及实行它,那我才能学到!!到底有没有这一本书呢?我觉得我会找到,不然听到一个人的说法也可以。我记得我在大学时,C programming虽然已经读了大概一年,但我还是无法掌握到他的诀窍,我还是没什么信心,但很幸运的我遇见了一本书,UKM的课本,读了这本书,我突然开窍了,但这本书对其他人来书,不见得是一本什么天书!我form 5 是因遇见了Cikgu Toh,所以我的mat tam and physic is so great. 若没有他的教导,我不知我今天会在哪里!他很清楚地告诉我们,什么东西是我们需要学会的,什么是form 6 的程度,他会告诉我们这样做在form 5课程 will consider correct, but when you go to form 6 and learn more, this will be wrong。 我的成才每一次都是遇见了一位名师,而我需要时时地向他请教才可以,不然我只是会在原地走了又走!在intel工作时,也因为有Chua Chong Soon 的超级邦的教导方式,我才对我的工作更加地了解!在altera时,sean yit loh 就是我的超级明师!贵人!他们真的是我的超级大贵人!

教育界,会遇见我的贵人吗?一定会!但在遇见他们之前,我需要先苦干一番, 不然怎么会一看到就知道他们是我的贵人呢?我需要自己跌倒过,才会听人说。不然他说得几好、天花乱坠,我是不会相信的!加油!加油!加油!


写着写着,我想如果我能自己写出一套适合我的进展、程度的大纲,后发辉我的超级跟随着精神,那我应该会成功,对吗?加油!这有可能需要花上很长的时间,需要有代价的!我因该了解自己是怎么学会某样东西,

我自己的历史回顾

我自己的历史回顾:

1983
出生

1990 – 1995
Kodiang Choong Hwa高岭中华小学

1996-1998
两个星期在SM Pulau Nyior 读书,后再到Jitra SMJ日得拉中学

1999-2000
Arau SKM Dato’ Sheikh Ahmad拿督锡阿末中学。认识了好老师,Pn Tan, Sejarah cikgu,biologi cikgu, Cikgu Toh and 梁兆壮华文老师!

2001
Kangar 玻璃市中学初中六一个月,爱上初中六。不舍得上大学!

2001年五月至2005年三月
Johor UTM 工艺大学电脑 – 由我玩四年- 第四年前半年是在Altera, Penang industrial training. 第一年活跃于青训,认识一班我非常欣赏及钦佩的领导人!第二年及第三年忙于功课及爬山。最后一年参与下乡服务社!

2005年5月至七月
在槟城摇脚,与maro仔一起,当时很穷。多亏maro落力的资助,也不嫌弃我!当然有借有还,在借不难!嘻嘻!

2005年七月尾至2006年8月-
Penang Intel打工as a L2,负责zygo, kinetek, laser mark(ilms, iltm, nglm), mounter, EOL,FOL, carousel. 去了五天的美国Chandler, Arizona受训。认识了一班很好的同事及好buddy, David,FL及好上司- SNKoo and Kiow Kiow。Intel也是一个很大的助缘让我去新西兰。

2006年9月 – 2007年7月7日-与
水水及贝霓结伴到新西兰背包旅行,三个美女旅游记!开心得不得了!做了bungy jump, zorb, sky dive(1/1/2007 at Wanaka), Luge, Swoop, Sky Swing, milking the cow, celebrate Christmas in Paddy and Stuff house, 砍圣诞树,carry compose, eat 1 month bread, my birthday cake is a piece of organic bread and my candle is match, clean the house which is like Full House(落地玻璃),Swim in bloody cold Lake wanaka, Learn now to drive car after 5 years, buy the first car, tighting the kiwi tree, pack kiwi, pack cherry, eat cherry, blueberry, see the real grape tree, live in 1’C to 24’C country, woofing, go to Australia, Thailand and Angkor Wat, know a lot of people from all the world)

2007年七月至9月中-
在槟城家摇脚,也决定转行,不要在电脑界混了!非常多谢maro帮我!她帮我找了他的老师朋友与我谈一谈!她告诉我下去当一当2个月的临教再说。于是我就开始找临教的工作,但玻璃市、高龄中华小学及槟城都没有空缺! 于是我就在usm附近的托儿所工作!两天后,我三哥告诉我柔佛的小学需要临教,问我又没有意思过去柔佛!于是我就过去柔佛!

2007年9月中- 10月中
直下柔佛的平民华小, Lima Kedai, Skudai, Johor当临教,当三年级3C 班的级任,我是他们的第四位级任老师,可悲吧!我走后,他们将会有第五位级任老师!这个时候非常想念槟城的朋友而天天拨电,电话费一个月RM350. ^_^!!!工作了一个星期,我开始讨guru pemulihan,吉打州10月1日截止,玻璃市州10月8日截止!我9月27日才知道如何讨。28日下午4。10pm打电话叫家蔚帮我去吉打教育局那表格,我拨电话给她的时候,她正好要去教育局,天助我也!于是下午五点多她便faks给我,我也用我哥哥的3G上网,然后将我的资料email会给她,她帮我交表格!太好了!
10月2日,我跟学校讨假期,然后回去吉打及玻璃市面试!

2007年10月中- 2007年11月中-
10月10日,我得知我获得了职位!10月15日开会及拿通知书,10月16日到班茶华小报道!在崇正华小,Choong Cheng, Tanjung Dawai, Kedah当Guru Pemulihan. 很感谢燕娥、晖雯、二姐、家蔚、家蔚的朋友、表姐及梁兆壮老师!没有他们的落力帮忙,我不可能会讨到,尤其是家蔚及梁老师!因缘和合,万事都很巧和。

2007年11月中至12月中
去日得拉师训受训一个月,买了生平第一部laptop.

2007年12月中至12月尾
假期^_^ 开心极了!拼命的看回金庸的小说! 

2008年1月1日
回学校开会! 1月2日就开学! 也是我开工大吉!雪芳加油!

Monday, November 26, 2007

槟岛 => 冰岛

This poem I copied from my friend's blog. I can understand her feeling so much because I am the one who leave Penang Island and her. When I leave Penang, I have some feeling too. we still can meet each other once in a month or year, but we can't meet each other every day. "yuan2 qi3 yuan2 mie4" it is really "wu2 change2", 3G, jia you!

槟岛 => 冰岛
朋友离开了 奔向未知的世界 寻梦去了
那我的梦呢 会在这里吗
一声再见 一声谢谢
心既有不舍 也会微笑 祝福
相约在 每年11月 第二个星期
2011年 将是我们相识的第十年

New Zealand and England

Yesterday I called Shui Shui and she told me about her last conclusion feeling of New Zealand. I reread it today. When I read it for second time, it give me new feeling again. Thanks to Stu, that still remember her birthday and put it into action. It is a great thing. Stu is one of our wwoofing host, he give us the chance to experience milking the cow in his beautiful farm.

Some thing I did not agree with you is I think New Zealand is a very high-technology country but they just have different field of focus. They more focus high-technology in their agriculture instead of factory technology. They have high-technology in their traveling field too like incredible convenient and powerful I-site, beautiful snap and attractive video clip which can be complete in few minutes. They help us to keep our sweet memory in CD. Their bus is on time and their bus driver is so professional. New Zealand police is professional too. I like New Zealand.

I remember that last time we say that we wont’ back to new Zealand except there have some free trip. But yesterday both of us think that it is great to go back to New Zealand again to experience the life. To see the clean and breathtaking scenery, the friendly people, and so much other good thing.

We wish to go to England before 30 years old for working holiday again. We hope that our dream can come true. I just say to Shui Shui, if we cannot do it before 30 years old. Then let us do it after we retire from our job. So we must keep our body very fit from now. Hope that in 56 years old, you can see 2 old healthy grandma, take a backpack, hand in hand to walk in the airport and fly to England. One of the grandma will like a child, screaming and shouting excited to another grandma,
” Wei, Shui Shui, you see, that one is so beautiful.”
“ Wei, Shui Shui, help me to take a photo here, please.”
Then Shui Shui grandma will reply,
“ wei, enough, please behave yourself. Or I will pretend I don’t know who you are”
“wei, my memory card is full of your photo already. Stop now!”

I feel so touch when I imagine this picture. So Shui Shui, Jia you. I believe we can do it together.

2 weeks in IPTA

I can online again. I think that I am just like writing monthly diary now. Let’s me update my latest news again to all of you. Right now I am online in IPTA(institute Perguruan Darul Aman in Kedah) library.

I register to IPTA on 19 Nov 2007. We have 2 days orientation then 3rd day is our study day until right now. We will have one month lesson until 13 Dec 2007. Later I will have my own holiday until 31 Dec 2007. 2nd Jan 2008 will be the first day of Choong Cheng primary school. But as a teacher I need to be there on 1st Jan 2008 to do some school stuff.

15 Nov 2007 is the last day of primary school which in Kedah State. Later I go to Penang to do some stuff like take my IC from 3G, exchange my WBG bed and the V6 which Grace. Besides, I meet with all of my best friends. Maro is going to Melacca soon. She will migrate there and work and learn to become “siu lai lai”. ^_^The most incredible thing is I ride motor(Modenas Kriss) from Kangar to Penang Island.. It takes me about 3 hours to Penang. It is a bad journey because there has extremely heavy rain for around 1 hour for my journey. I am so rush to Penang because I want to go there to take my IC and open BSN account which is requested by IPTA. But I failed to achieve my target. I showed bad temper to 3G, sorry. She is sick due to the terrible weather recently. However, I am still very happy because I can ride so far and arrive safely and can take back my IC and continue my other stuff.

In early stage, we plan to go to Cameron for our farewell trip. But lastly we end up met in Sungai 2 KFC and take its breakfast set as our farewell trip. ^_^ Irene is very healthy and happy feeling. Chin Thin Leng Lui is become more beautiful. Maro, 3G and Jie Xin are healthy too. All of us think that Mc Donald breakfast is much more delicious and better than KFC.

Right now let me say about IPTA life. I think all of you leave study life for so long include me. So right now I need to back to stay in hostel, go to study from 8am to 4.30pm or 5.30pm life. It is quite uneasy for me for first few days. After 3 days, I start to adapt to it. However, I am not so active in orientation like what I did in UTM orientation. I almost know all of the girls in KTC(my college) in my 7 days orientations. But in IPTA, I am so quiet and keep to myself. :)

Our course is KPLI-KDC-Pemulihan-SKM(Kursus Perguruan Lepas Ijazah-Kursus Dalam Cuti-Pemulihan-Sekolah Kurang Murid). We have 3 groups of guru pemulihan. Every group has 25 teachers. My group is SKMII. We only have few Chinese and Tamil. Most of them are Malay. But all of them are so friendly and nice. I think all of us are good teachers. I will polish my teaching skill here. I want to become a great teacher one day.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

3 weeks in Tanjung Dawai, Kuala Muda Yan, Kedah

Hi every one, I am back again to web diary. 12 Oct is my last day in SJK(C)Ping Ming, Lima Kedai, Johor. 13 Oct I take a night bus with another 7 friends to Penang. Actually we plan to go to Penang for our one week holiday. But because of my offer, so I can’t travel with them in Penang. I just say good bye to them at Butterworth and back to Alor Setar.

On 15 Oct, I went to Jabatan Pelajaran Kedah to register myself as Guru Pemulihan. We have a talk and briefing about the teacher life. Mr Wong(王督学,教育局里的人) 要求我们隔天,既是16 Oct 去各自的小学报道。 我被派到SJK(C) Choong Cheng, Tanjung Dawai. Tanjung Dawai 是一个靠近Merbok 及靠海的小乡村,是个小乡村。我很喜欢乡村,虽然我希望可以拿到高龄中华小学,因为它离我家最近,但Tanjung Dawai 也不错。

当天,我就去Alor Setar Mahkamah Sumpah, 后再去日得拉政府医院做Medical Check Up,再打电话给我的未来校长,要求他帮我找房子住。先告诉你,我完全不知tanjung dawai 是在那里,是督学告诉我说,它是在吉中区。 我虽然是吉打人,但我只熟悉玻璃市的地方!

16 OCT 我驾我妈妈的摩多去,用日得拉高速公路去到Gurun, Bedong, Semeling, Merbok, Tanjung Dawai. 5.30am depart from my house and arrive the school at 8.20am. Later start working.

The headmaster told me that I will only start my teaching life next year because the school just passes their final exam. All pupils have no mood to study. Besides, they are busy for the presentation on “毕业典礼”, they need to practice for their dance, recorder, drama and so on. Thus, I only need to 代课for this moment. I will go for the 假期师训,现在的我完全不知如何教书,因为没有专人指教过,也没上过课!只有期待这次的假期可以让我认识如何教书!我只专教学习比较弱的学生,或学习能力差的学生,所以我叫做Guru Pemulihan, 微型小学辅导老师是我的全名!我的教学需要很多样化,要很有耐心,不能用藤鞭,因材施教是我未来的的座右铭!

In Tanjung Dawai, there has no shopping complex. Over there only has a beach and some shops. Most of the shops are Malay shop. So every day, I will go to the beach to have a walk in the evening. I like the feeling so much. 很喜欢吹吹风的感觉! :) Besides, I will play recorder and read books and call to my friends. Recently I change prepaid to postpaid, my phone bill become so terrible. RM1++ for one month.... ^_^!!! I will go back to Kodiang every week on thursday. And come back to Tanjung Dawai on saturday.

This week, I come to Penang. Today is 2nd Nov, I stay at Penang L-12-4, my old house and online to write out this blog. Last night Jie Xin, Maro and me had a very nice dinner together. Later, Maro went to Melaka by bus. She is going to an interview. I wish her good luck and get the job. I will go back to Kedah tomorrow because Kedah school day is from Sunday to Thursday. I rode motor to Penang. It took me 1:45 minutes to arrive BJ complex. I took 1:30 or 2 hours to arrive my Kodiang house. For those who want to contact me, please sms to me or call my phone. Because in Tanjung Dawai is imposible to online. The primary school has online system but goverment does not allow us to use the school internet for personal use except for teaching material. So I can't check my email or even write my blog.