14/1/08(Monday)
Today, I start feel nervous again for tomorrow English Year 2. I found that I ordered too many Practice books.
For your information, I have 2 periods in one week. Every period is 30 minutes. While I have 1 textbook, 1 activity book from government and 2 practice books which are purchased by me. I ordered them last year because I have no idea how to teach and I see both of the books are so good. One simple and another one is complex. So I just follow last teacher who order for both books, I order 2 books too.
Right now, I am doing my yearly planning and monthly planning; I found that I want to cry. They are too difficult for Year 2 students to memorize so many grammar and vocabulary. If I was them, I don’t think that I can understand and remember so many things.
Who can help me? I am so sorry for them and I feel so hard for me too.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
12/1/08 miss maro,3g,jx,ss
12/1/2008
今天下去我走去海边的时候
海风很凉爽
我不知不觉地想起maro仔
很希望现在她在我身边
和我一起在海滩散散步
吹吹海风，看夕阳西下
即使是什么都不说
到了海边，看见海浪很大
树叶叶叶被风吹得支支作响
我突然想起3G
每次我心里有什么不安，恐慌
我都会想起她
她永远有办法让我慌乱的心平静下来
然后再帮我充电
让我可以面对更大的海浪
看看我的手表
现在是傍晚六点多
想起了捷心
她每次都会在这个时间拨电话给我
她驾车回家，一边塞车一边聊天
而我就在海边散步吹海风边聊天
大家聊聊工作上的趣事
不愉快的及告诉我槟城朋友的最新消息
看到海边的海浪，一波又一波
会想起新西兰的海边
与水水共同生活的十个月
一起面对的难题，一样的感受
偶尔有吵架，顶嘴
但很谢谢她带我到新西兰
我很感谢也很感恩
老天让我认识到你们
能与你们一起相处了大约5年
是我人生中最开心的事
现在常常或偶尔在生活中都会想起你们
心中都会感到很窝心
月月电话费超过五十块
我都不在乎，而是感到很开心
因为可以听到你们的声音
我真得很开心
也很珍惜我们的友谊
没有你们，我会很难过
没有你们，我一定会过得很糟糕！
加油，大家加油！
今天下去我走去海边的时候
海风很凉爽
我不知不觉地想起maro仔
很希望现在她在我身边
和我一起在海滩散散步
吹吹海风，看夕阳西下
即使是什么都不说
到了海边，看见海浪很大
树叶叶叶被风吹得支支作响
我突然想起3G
每次我心里有什么不安，恐慌
我都会想起她
她永远有办法让我慌乱的心平静下来
然后再帮我充电
让我可以面对更大的海浪
看看我的手表
现在是傍晚六点多
想起了捷心
她每次都会在这个时间拨电话给我
她驾车回家，一边塞车一边聊天
而我就在海边散步吹海风边聊天
大家聊聊工作上的趣事
不愉快的及告诉我槟城朋友的最新消息
看到海边的海浪，一波又一波
会想起新西兰的海边
与水水共同生活的十个月
一起面对的难题，一样的感受
偶尔有吵架，顶嘴
但很谢谢她带我到新西兰
我很感谢也很感恩
老天让我认识到你们
能与你们一起相处了大约5年
是我人生中最开心的事
现在常常或偶尔在生活中都会想起你们
心中都会感到很窝心
月月电话费超过五十块
我都不在乎，而是感到很开心
因为可以听到你们的声音
我真得很开心
也很珍惜我们的友谊
没有你们，我会很难过
没有你们，我一定会过得很糟糕！
加油，大家加油！
12/1/08
12/1/2008（星期六）
这个星期，我星期三就放假，因为马来人节日！星期三下午就到家了。星期四无所事事，在家做sudoko and watch television programs. 星期五及六帮忙我的父母亲做工，我家现在正在做装修，我帮我的父母用kereta sorong搬石头及小石子。它们都很重，我的邻居，A Guan Go竟然称赞我很有力，我整天的心情都好了起来！太开心了！果然一句赞赏会令所有的辛苦一扫而空！
之前，我一直跟我的妈妈埋怨，为什么爸爸这么浪费钱，其实我们的篱笆都很美，而且我也觉得没有这个必要将它拆掉，然后再建个新的。再加上，我们六个兄弟姐妹每年只回家那么的一次，何必呢？我的妈妈跟我说，爸爸觉得很美呀，重点是他用他自己的钱，没跟你们讨，你又何必那么的反对呢？像我，我用马币一千块去跳飞机，我觉得很值得，而我父母却不这么认为，他们觉得又危险又花钱，但他们也不说什么！而我却对我的父亲的篱笆碎碎念，真得很不该呀！顿时，我就不再埋怨了，而是尝试用另一个眼光去看我的父亲的篱笆，开始觉得它也很美！
我们年轻时，总觉得父母不明白我们的想法；现在我倒觉得是我不明白我的父母亲了！以前他们都会唠叨我们所做的东西，或我们的行为；现在倒是我唠叨他们了！很可笑吧！
现在回到班茶，我的心情又在开始战战兢兢了！我又开始担心我明天的教学！我有点怕一个小时的教学，总觉得我没有东西可以教，半小时就刚刚好！上个星期开始了我的kelas pemulihan. I started to teach Year 3 and Year2. I only have 3 pupils from year 2 and 6 pupils from year 3. But I fear to face Year 2 students because their altitude are not so good. Besides, their basic like recognize ABC make me worry. They have problem to differentiate H and S, after W is Z……and so on. While Year 3 students are better, no matter from the result or altitude. I found that I am little bit hate Year 2 and prefer Year 3. I know that I can’t have this kind of thinking, or I will kill the student’s future. XueFang, Jia you.. Jia you!!!
Tomorrow I will start to interview for Year 4 and Year 5 pupils. My total class for 1 week is 34 periods. Every period takes time 30 minutes. 28 periods are kelas pemulihan. Year 2 and Year 3 have 9 periods for each other; Year 4 and Year 5 have 5 periods for each other. Besides, I teach Pendidikan Seni, Bahasa Inggeris for Year 2 and Kajian Tempatan for Year 5. Actually, I am quite lucky because I don’t need to teach Year 1 and Year 6 students. They are much more difficult to handle and you need to be very skillful to handle them. A Mi Tuo Fo.
I also handle Persatuan Buddha.. ^_^!!! I hope that I can make it great! A Mi Tuo Fo….Kazza, fighting, fighting!! Have a great week! Xuefang, jiayou!! Sure you can!! I believe that you can!!
这个星期，我星期三就放假，因为马来人节日！星期三下午就到家了。星期四无所事事，在家做sudoko and watch television programs. 星期五及六帮忙我的父母亲做工，我家现在正在做装修，我帮我的父母用kereta sorong搬石头及小石子。它们都很重，我的邻居，A Guan Go竟然称赞我很有力，我整天的心情都好了起来！太开心了！果然一句赞赏会令所有的辛苦一扫而空！
之前，我一直跟我的妈妈埋怨，为什么爸爸这么浪费钱，其实我们的篱笆都很美，而且我也觉得没有这个必要将它拆掉，然后再建个新的。再加上，我们六个兄弟姐妹每年只回家那么的一次，何必呢？我的妈妈跟我说，爸爸觉得很美呀，重点是他用他自己的钱，没跟你们讨，你又何必那么的反对呢？像我，我用马币一千块去跳飞机，我觉得很值得，而我父母却不这么认为，他们觉得又危险又花钱，但他们也不说什么！而我却对我的父亲的篱笆碎碎念，真得很不该呀！顿时，我就不再埋怨了，而是尝试用另一个眼光去看我的父亲的篱笆，开始觉得它也很美！
我们年轻时，总觉得父母不明白我们的想法；现在我倒觉得是我不明白我的父母亲了！以前他们都会唠叨我们所做的东西，或我们的行为；现在倒是我唠叨他们了！很可笑吧！
现在回到班茶，我的心情又在开始战战兢兢了！我又开始担心我明天的教学！我有点怕一个小时的教学，总觉得我没有东西可以教，半小时就刚刚好！上个星期开始了我的kelas pemulihan. I started to teach Year 3 and Year2. I only have 3 pupils from year 2 and 6 pupils from year 3. But I fear to face Year 2 students because their altitude are not so good. Besides, their basic like recognize ABC make me worry. They have problem to differentiate H and S, after W is Z……and so on. While Year 3 students are better, no matter from the result or altitude. I found that I am little bit hate Year 2 and prefer Year 3. I know that I can’t have this kind of thinking, or I will kill the student’s future. XueFang, Jia you.. Jia you!!!
Tomorrow I will start to interview for Year 4 and Year 5 pupils. My total class for 1 week is 34 periods. Every period takes time 30 minutes. 28 periods are kelas pemulihan. Year 2 and Year 3 have 9 periods for each other; Year 4 and Year 5 have 5 periods for each other. Besides, I teach Pendidikan Seni, Bahasa Inggeris for Year 2 and Kajian Tempatan for Year 5. Actually, I am quite lucky because I don’t need to teach Year 1 and Year 6 students. They are much more difficult to handle and you need to be very skillful to handle them. A Mi Tuo Fo.
I also handle Persatuan Buddha.. ^_^!!! I hope that I can make it great! A Mi Tuo Fo….Kazza, fighting, fighting!! Have a great week! Xuefang, jiayou!! Sure you can!! I believe that you can!!
Thursday, January 10, 2008
11/1/2008
Today I am so happy. I keep trying for 3 weeks and lastly I am success to upload my chinese blog to here. Last time, I did it in same cafeteria, but I dont know why I fail to paste the chinese character to BLogspot. Today, the computer is so nice and let me to paste chinese word.
So please be patient to read my five blogs below. welcome to give comments to me11 Love you all1
So please be patient to read my five blogs below. welcome to give comments to me11 Love you all1
4/1/2007 Friday
4/1/2007 Friday
今天，发现一件好事，当我听到我爸爸的吩咐时，我没有那么的火大了！的确是个不错的进展！
昨天及今天，我的左小腿作痛，于是我涂上黄道益的铁打酒。过了一小时，它就发挥功效，我的小腿不再疼了！我很开心！ 可是我也很担心，我觉得我很年轻就周身疼痛，我的父母应该更糟糕！他们依然天天干粗活！我感到很心疼！
最近我疯狂的爱上sodoku,昨天做星洲日报的sodoku,3/1/2008超难！做了2天终于在今天1点做到了！很开心！.
最近很感谢ntv7播放的《爱在你左右》，我的父母超爱看！他们很喜欢它的故事情节，重点是他们看得懂，因为它的媒介语是华语。谢谢ntv7制作出这么棒的连续剧！ Ntv7加油！
今天，发现一件好事，当我听到我爸爸的吩咐时，我没有那么的火大了！的确是个不错的进展！
昨天及今天，我的左小腿作痛，于是我涂上黄道益的铁打酒。过了一小时，它就发挥功效，我的小腿不再疼了！我很开心！ 可是我也很担心，我觉得我很年轻就周身疼痛，我的父母应该更糟糕！他们依然天天干粗活！我感到很心疼！
最近我疯狂的爱上sodoku,昨天做星洲日报的sodoku,3/1/2008超难！做了2天终于在今天1点做到了！很开心！.
最近很感谢ntv7播放的《爱在你左右》，我的父母超爱看！他们很喜欢它的故事情节，重点是他们看得懂，因为它的媒介语是华语。谢谢ntv7制作出这么棒的连续剧！ Ntv7加油！
3/1/2008
3/1/2008
今天，回到了我的高龄家，也可以继续用我的电脑来写日记！
今天，很感谢秀娟昨天的开解及鼓励，不然我真得无法教学。
2007的我得到了什么？什么东西是开心的！I write more about my achievement which you can see. I don’t write out the feeling I get in 2007 because I have no idea how to summary it out.
1）2007年1月1日- I did sky dive in Wanaka, New Zealand. I am the first diver in Wanaka in year 2007. It is so frighten and enjoy.
2) I know a lot of friends from different country no matter Europe, Japan, Korea or Thailand.
3) I am so lucky. I can “goyang kaki” in Penang house for one and half months. I found I can’t learn things from life without tension.
4) I make up my mind to become a teacher after thinking for one and half months and Maro advice. This is my dream that I will go to carry it. I believe my dream will come true. I give up every thing in Penang and went to Johor as a temporary primary school for below RM1000. In Johor, I badly miss Penang, especially Maro. I called her so frequent. She was my roommate last time. She helped a lot especially listen for my story.
5) I success to become Guru Pemulihan, one of government teacher. Thanks to Liang Teacher and Chia Chia. They helped me a during the application. I am so happy because my dream becomes true in short time. I thought I only can apply KPLI next year and not sure whether I can get it or not.
6) My posting is Tanjung Dawai for 4 years. Oh, my god. I never heard Tanjung Dawai. Is it inside Kedah state? After I get instruction from Inspector and Headmaster, I rode motor for 3 hours from Kodiang-Jitra highways- Gurun- Bedong- Tanjung Dawai. I departed at 5.30am and rode through badly frosty day. Behind my motor is my big backpacker bag that load all my shirts and books. I saw beautiful sunrise near Gunung Jerai in my journey.
7) I knew more roads in Kedah. After following the map which is drawn of my colleague, I able to arrive my house within 2 hours.
8) I rode motor from Kangar to Penang for opening BSN bank account. It took me 3 hours. There had heavy rain between Sungai Petani and Butterworth. I success to arrive Penang safely but I failed to find BSN in Bayan Lepas. However, I am very happy.
9) I back to study life in Institut Perguruan Darulaman. Nice! It is so nice to go back to the school where we can criticize or praise for our lecturers, the library service, the speed of registration, the condition of the hostel and so on. Do you still remember?
今天，回到了我的高龄家，也可以继续用我的电脑来写日记！
今天，很感谢秀娟昨天的开解及鼓励，不然我真得无法教学。
2007的我得到了什么？什么东西是开心的！I write more about my achievement which you can see. I don’t write out the feeling I get in 2007 because I have no idea how to summary it out.
1）2007年1月1日- I did sky dive in Wanaka, New Zealand. I am the first diver in Wanaka in year 2007. It is so frighten and enjoy.
2) I know a lot of friends from different country no matter Europe, Japan, Korea or Thailand.
3) I am so lucky. I can “goyang kaki” in Penang house for one and half months. I found I can’t learn things from life without tension.
4) I make up my mind to become a teacher after thinking for one and half months and Maro advice. This is my dream that I will go to carry it. I believe my dream will come true. I give up every thing in Penang and went to Johor as a temporary primary school for below RM1000. In Johor, I badly miss Penang, especially Maro. I called her so frequent. She was my roommate last time. She helped a lot especially listen for my story.
5) I success to become Guru Pemulihan, one of government teacher. Thanks to Liang Teacher and Chia Chia. They helped me a during the application. I am so happy because my dream becomes true in short time. I thought I only can apply KPLI next year and not sure whether I can get it or not.
6) My posting is Tanjung Dawai for 4 years. Oh, my god. I never heard Tanjung Dawai. Is it inside Kedah state? After I get instruction from Inspector and Headmaster, I rode motor for 3 hours from Kodiang-Jitra highways- Gurun- Bedong- Tanjung Dawai. I departed at 5.30am and rode through badly frosty day. Behind my motor is my big backpacker bag that load all my shirts and books. I saw beautiful sunrise near Gunung Jerai in my journey.
7) I knew more roads in Kedah. After following the map which is drawn of my colleague, I able to arrive my house within 2 hours.
8) I rode motor from Kangar to Penang for opening BSN bank account. It took me 3 hours. There had heavy rain between Sungai Petani and Butterworth. I success to arrive Penang safely but I failed to find BSN in Bayan Lepas. However, I am very happy.
9) I back to study life in Institut Perguruan Darulaman. Nice! It is so nice to go back to the school where we can criticize or praise for our lecturers, the library service, the speed of registration, the condition of the hostel and so on. Do you still remember?
30/12/2007
今天是12月 30日晚上，我很开心因为当我写完２点下午的布落格，我就可以专心的读书了。现在我又有另一种心情，所以就将它记录下来。我发现我的博洛克很婆妈，你们觉得呢？其实我比较觉得这是我的日记，我的心情写照，写些捷心所爱说的” u e bo e 有的没的的福建话＂．
当初是为了写新西兰的生活而开始写布落格，但现在是乎是写上瘾了！现在才明白捷心所说得上瘾。 上瘾当然是我有了手提电脑之后的事。看，我又再来算要我的电脑了，我是乎有些厚脸皮吧！
写了两段我还未进入重点，太不应该了！我发现我很容易向我爸爸发脾气，有谁有好办法帮帮我啊？我与我妈妈感情很好，我可以很放心、很过份的向她撒娇，我跟我很熟的朋友也是如此。我是个很会撒娇的人，认识我的人应该有此感觉，他们都会一眼看穿我是老幺，因为我的“幺气“很重，或可以说是我的撒娇公力无人可顶吧！
但我一听到我老爸的呼唤，我就会心里暴躁，可以说是一听到他的声音就会令我心里发毛，或发火吧！因为我心里都会设定，肯定没有好事！当然的确是如此，从小至今都没有改变过，若真的有改变，有可能我已麻木了。我爸爸会叫我，９９％是叫我做事、做这、做那、去拿衣服、拿裤子、拿钱包、开电源、拿锄头、开摩托的锁、拿饭、拿水、洗鞋子、扫树叶、扛东西、搬这、搬那……很少的时候会是吃水果，但纵然是吃，我也不会很开心。再加上他抽烟，我根本就是一闻烟味就跑人，整张脸就臭的很，他若是以便于我做工一边抽烟，我就是那副死丧的脸孔，偏偏我老爸就是一边工作一边吸烟，不然做不下！
我发觉我妈妈叫我做事情，我却很开心！简直冲着去做；同样一件事，由爸爸及妈妈吩咐的，我都会以非常不同的心情去做，天渊之别！在家的两个星期，我发现我父母亲讲话的方式是有点不同！ 妈妈会对我说“干得很好“，“聪明”！
爸爸会说妈妈：“一直吃吃，只会吃“
“说我妈妈爱睡觉!”
“懒惰!”
“ 你妈妈很聪明，由他去做！“
“叫我妈妈干这干那， 款待他吃饭，拿饭，拿汤，我爸爸就一屁股坐下来！“
“叫妈妈去田里帮忙！“妈妈天天早上需要很在起床煮饭，从田里回来还要弄热这、那，还要服侍我老爸吃饭， 是我，免谈！幸亏我老爸很少吩咐妈妈这样吩咐我，不然我会更气！
我知道我不应该如此，我应该尊敬我爸爸，没有他，没有我，但我就是做不来，每次反驳他，之后会很内疚，但当时却很难控制！我不会找我爸爸主动说话，我也没有和他闲谈，我跟我爸爸的沟通就只有在他叫我做事，不然我都不会和他说活。他没问我，我肯定不会叫他！从小至今，都是如此！
直到他很伟大，但我每次跟他说话，他肯定会训话，大道理，从不会听我说完，所以费事跟他说！我很坏吧？
张栋梁的歌，尤其是“我们已渐渐的长大，快来祈祷父母长命百岁呀！请记得要常回家看看爸爸和妈妈~ 简单的一句话他们也开心很久呀！“每次听到，我都会听到哭！但对我老爸嘛，难呀！
晚上看到他，没人与他说话，他一个人看电视，（他又听不懂广东，所以很多戏他都不看！）实在心里很过意不去，但我又不肯与他谈天，或没有话题可说！新年也是如此呀！要如何补救呢？
当初是为了写新西兰的生活而开始写布落格，但现在是乎是写上瘾了！现在才明白捷心所说得上瘾。 上瘾当然是我有了手提电脑之后的事。看，我又再来算要我的电脑了，我是乎有些厚脸皮吧！
写了两段我还未进入重点，太不应该了！我发现我很容易向我爸爸发脾气，有谁有好办法帮帮我啊？我与我妈妈感情很好，我可以很放心、很过份的向她撒娇，我跟我很熟的朋友也是如此。我是个很会撒娇的人，认识我的人应该有此感觉，他们都会一眼看穿我是老幺，因为我的“幺气“很重，或可以说是我的撒娇公力无人可顶吧！
但我一听到我老爸的呼唤，我就会心里暴躁，可以说是一听到他的声音就会令我心里发毛，或发火吧！因为我心里都会设定，肯定没有好事！当然的确是如此，从小至今都没有改变过，若真的有改变，有可能我已麻木了。我爸爸会叫我，９９％是叫我做事、做这、做那、去拿衣服、拿裤子、拿钱包、开电源、拿锄头、开摩托的锁、拿饭、拿水、洗鞋子、扫树叶、扛东西、搬这、搬那……很少的时候会是吃水果，但纵然是吃，我也不会很开心。再加上他抽烟，我根本就是一闻烟味就跑人，整张脸就臭的很，他若是以便于我做工一边抽烟，我就是那副死丧的脸孔，偏偏我老爸就是一边工作一边吸烟，不然做不下！
我发觉我妈妈叫我做事情，我却很开心！简直冲着去做；同样一件事，由爸爸及妈妈吩咐的，我都会以非常不同的心情去做，天渊之别！在家的两个星期，我发现我父母亲讲话的方式是有点不同！ 妈妈会对我说“干得很好“，“聪明”！
爸爸会说妈妈：“一直吃吃，只会吃“
“说我妈妈爱睡觉!”
“懒惰!”
“ 你妈妈很聪明，由他去做！“
“叫我妈妈干这干那， 款待他吃饭，拿饭，拿汤，我爸爸就一屁股坐下来！“
“叫妈妈去田里帮忙！“妈妈天天早上需要很在起床煮饭，从田里回来还要弄热这、那，还要服侍我老爸吃饭， 是我，免谈！幸亏我老爸很少吩咐妈妈这样吩咐我，不然我会更气！
我知道我不应该如此，我应该尊敬我爸爸，没有他，没有我，但我就是做不来，每次反驳他，之后会很内疚，但当时却很难控制！我不会找我爸爸主动说话，我也没有和他闲谈，我跟我爸爸的沟通就只有在他叫我做事，不然我都不会和他说活。他没问我，我肯定不会叫他！从小至今，都是如此！
直到他很伟大，但我每次跟他说话，他肯定会训话，大道理，从不会听我说完，所以费事跟他说！我很坏吧？
张栋梁的歌，尤其是“我们已渐渐的长大，快来祈祷父母长命百岁呀！请记得要常回家看看爸爸和妈妈~ 简单的一句话他们也开心很久呀！“每次听到，我都会听到哭！但对我老爸嘛，难呀！
晚上看到他，没人与他说话，他一个人看电视，（他又听不懂广东，所以很多戏他都不看！）实在心里很过意不去，但我又不肯与他谈天，或没有话题可说！新年也是如此呀！要如何补救呢？
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